It was October 11th of this year – 2025. I woke up in the night & heard ‘take a record of My family’. I responded – ‘like you want me to write their names?’ That was obviously not it!
I fell asleep and woke up a bit later, and heard, ‘tell them My thoughts, My feelings for them’.
I had prayed the evening before, again, for clarity on what God wanted to share with this website. Now what I understand this to mean is that He wants the true record of His family, how He truly sees them, the thoughts He truly has for us all, recorded for you to see! For you to understand.
I’ve been on my own journey of learning His true feelings & thoughts towards me. Sometimes I had to hear over and over to have it penetrate. He was cultivating the soil – my heart. I can only share what He has shared with me, and so that is my goal here!
I believe if you found your way here, or to my videos, you are ready to receive His record, like a seed in your heart! He’s moving your soil around, tilling the ground, & making space for the Truth.
I’m here to write the record, and share whatever our Father wants to share. So that He can give back our birthright – His image – His story – that was stolen through teachings at churches, through cultural ideas about God, & our experiences in the world.
Those things all had voices – but there is ONE voice you were born to hear, and He is ready for you to have ears to hear what He is saying.
Warning! You will have to leave behind everything you thought you knew. Let it go…for the love of the Truth. Because if you have suspected you are in a type of ‘Matrix’ & things are not what they seem, then God has already been lifting the veil from your heart!
My spiritual ears and eyes were really opened this way like a veil one November evening in 2019, as I sat & listened for Him, to see what He was going to say.
I began to speak out loud, & heard myself pray in the Spirit something similar to this: ‘Lord, I’m sorry that I have listened to everyone else about you, and not let You represent yourself. From now on, You are free to be Yourself with me, & I want to know every thought, even if I have to accept that everything I’ve believed has been a total lie.’
Instantly, I felt something change, but I didn’t know what. I asked daily afterwards, for the truth. I just knew I hadn’t heard it. I sensed something was really off.
The God I knew in conversations was not matching the character of the God being preached to me. Not just by pastors or teachers, but by my own mind! Yes, thoughts from the carnal mind have been having a voice in us…and we know what God calls the carnal mind : death.
Now, I am not a fan of gossip, it hurts people on both sides of it… but this was becoming the picture in my mind Jesus was giving me. This is what I had believed, gossip about Him.
He gave me a picture of a man behind a curtain on a stage. And a man in front of the curtain, which everyone could see, spoke of the man behind the curtain, about all sorts of facts about him. Of what he liked, what he didn’t like, his character, his abilities, etc. I think you know where He was going with this. This is a picture of separation, of second-hand information, when you could go behind the curtain yourself & know the Man!
Falsity is bound to mix in like a leaven when you play this game! We can now refer to the false gospel, the gossip we heard, as the gossipel! Or even the Falsepel. Both the Father and us have been hurt by this gossipel. The Father, because He wasn’t given a chance to reveal Himself intimately to us, representing Himself… & us, because we have sorely missed out on Him & lived in our own idea of ‘life’ because of it!!
Jesus entered behind the veil to show us it’s open! Let’s enter in & have the Truth revealed to us in a deep connection, the experiencing of oneness that He has always desired. A loving, a belonging, we haven’t known the depths of…yet!
I’m excited you are here, you are written in the book of Life, Jesus Christ, & my family. A record is taken of you there, in Him, of who you really are! Of all who have ever been in, of all who are in, and of all who will come into His world. His family. <3